Return of the Comeback..Again

Pramis last na to hahaha totoo na talaga.  I'm back! and I'm back for good! hahahahaha *insert maniacal laugh here* well I can't guarantee that but prams babalik ko na to. hahaha anyway simula lang naman to. I'm rebooting this blog.  I'm not sure yet if i'll delete all of my past posts or salvage a few it depends on my mood though.  the tone of this blog will surely change.  hopefully comes with how I change for the past couple of year. anyway, just so you know and the whole world know, I'M BACK TO BLOGGING! hahah so make sure to check this site more often.  Hopefully i'll relaunch this blog within the week so there.=) hello blog world!

HOPE

on my way home, From duty status; in the middle of my prayer full of frustrations, disappointments; confessing my weakness, angst and burden; while weeping, ranting, crying out to God asking why, asking for His presence and guidance, I got a JEJE facebook friend request through my phone. you know what's her first name?... HOPE

ganun ka bilis mag reply si Lord =) hahah natawa na lang ako. Thank you Lord!

Mister Suave!

so this is how i look like after 2 weeks of not shaving my facial hair hehehe para akong cast away na ewan lol. eto na preview ng "survivor castaway look" ko heehe next time na ang body kapag may abs na bwahahah

return of the comeback

< insert maniacal laugh here > =))

Miracles

Classmate 1: kawawa naman ung family ng kaklase natin noh? last feb lang he died tapos few
months after yung father naman nya..

Me: Oo nga e. ano daw ung kinamatay?

Classmate 2: sa throat e. CA. pharyngeal CA ata or something. basta late na nadetect kaya ang bilis.

Me: ako siguro, kapag may malala na akong sakit, hindi na ako magpapagamot. i mean, diba dun din naman papunta na yun e. sayang lang sa pera tsaka sa pagod

Classmate 2: ay oo ako din ata ganun gagawin ko...

Classmate 1: ako siguro, hindi subukan ko pa rin magpagamot.

Me: talga? bakit naman?...

Classmate: kasi I still believe in MIRACLES....

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this conversation happened around June. hanggang ngaun, the message still resonates with me to keep hope alive and to lean not on my understanding. God has never fails to constantly remind me that He is with me in this journey. He has never fails to give me comfort and assurance that I can put my trust in Him.

Almost there Lord! malapit na! =)

Uber Late Birthday Post

rock. hard. bible. God. Peter

"..Peter, be strong. Things may be hard. and it will be harder. But then, the God of Abraham, Jacob and Isaac has always been faithful to you. And He will always be and He'll be with you until His promise to you is complete."

Ewan ko ba, eto dating sa akin ng mga signs na ginagawa ng teacher namin habang tinuturo nya ang sign name ko . Saktong birthday ko lang din nung araw na yun nung dumalaw sila sa class upang magturo ng sign language. saktong kilala ko pang "artista" na lumabas sa isang indie film ang magtuturo sa group namin. saktong kaka-renew ko lang ng license ko sa nursing. Saktong mensahe lang:

tamang encouragement lang kung bakit nangyayari ang mga bagay bagay sa buhay ko. saktong assurance lang na kahit ano pang dumating sa buhay ko, panigurado, may isang Diyos na may plano, at hindi lang basta plano, magandang plano para sa akin. ang maganda pa dyan, nakakatuwa, God has been faithful to me these past few years. sakto. un siguro lang masasabi ko. walang patid. minsan hindi ko maintindihan pero kahit kailan never Syang nag fail na punuan ang kulang. laging may back up. laging may "ah kaya pala" moment. asteeg. Ngayon ko pa ba ku-question-in Sya?

at dahil sa isasabay ko na rin to sa "thanksgiving" post ko, gusto ko lang magpasalamat sa mga taong parte ng buhay. mga asteeg kayo. hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan na lng tayo magkikita. pero sana sa pagsasamaa natin naramdaman nio kung gaano kayo kahalaga sa akin.

salamat din pala sa moonleaf st. thomas square branch kasi binigyan nila ako ng libreng pang sine hehehe complimentary cinema tickets sa SM =)

indie film actor pala nagturo sa amin ng sign language. panoorin ninyo pelikula ni Romalita Mallari, yung "Dinig Sana Kita". Feeling ko tinatawag akong film e. pangarap kong gumawa ng pelikula or kahit short film man lang balang araw

Salamat sa pagkakataong naging bahagi ako ng buhay ninyo. sana maging meaningful pa lalo ang pagasama natin sa buhay. mabilis lang ang buhay e. ang importante alam mo kung ano ang mas mahalaga para sayo.

Happy 26th orbit to me!! lapit na akong mawala sa kalendaryo! hahaha =))

Confeeeerrmm

hahaha laugh trip! hindi ko to naabutan sa cinemalaya to e buti na lng pinalabas sa main stream. in fairness, maganda sya. hindi boring, hindi naman masyado deep. may magandang message lang. kung hindi mo na gets, isa kang malaking tanga hahahah joke lang. panoorin mo na lng ulit pag hindi mo nagets. or talgang tanga ka hahahah =P kumbaga wala masyadong expectations. masayang pelikula at mapapatawa ka =) good job to the casts and crew! good job sa pelikulang pilipino! =)